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2006-06-18T08:04:00.000+08:00

The Aftermad!

So much things have happen and i am officially single and avaiable!
I learnt a great lesson from her and i am very sure it would surely benefit me
Things that used to be great are no longer Great anymore
But one thing for sure is life still goes on
The sun still will still rise and set and everything still will goes on as per normal
I am very very depress but i got myself up and i am happy that i am in the healing process
It take time to heal but i can surely make it
I understand its over and i jolly well know that i'm not in dreamland
Cruetly, Reality, Breaks-up are what that contributed to my sorrows
Seriously when you are hurt please tune in to Robbie Williams song by the title Angels
I feel good listening to that song though
I must say the good times we had will always be remembered by me
I will surely live my life better
I must say A BIG THANK YOU to those who have stand by me and really encouraging me!
I am very indeed honour to have such friends
In times of needs then you will really find true friends
Without all you guys it would surely be hard for me to go through
People who sacrifice their sleep just to talk to me
People who will give you endless talk and valauable advise just to cheer you up
People that will willing to listen to you
People that will just tell you that anything just call him/her and he always be there for you
People that will tell you sensible stuff and make you feel better

What i can say is really thanks to My Brothers And Sisters.
You guys are awesome!
I am sure you all know who you are
My Brothers and Sisters, I love you guys

2006-06-14T02:29:00.000+08:00

Pouring Myself

I am going into the police force soon and its been reflecting to me that its drawing very very near indeed! I am seriously not looking forward to it.
I have read wei xian and agree totally as she how she felt and i would like to apologise for that shout which is just normal for me. Initally i don't think theres any wrong for me to do that but then I put myself in her shoes and realise that i should not have shouted at her but its natural reaction if someone is trying to get nasty with me. Thats how i works or should i say thats how human works.

I am not feeling good now! I am feeling depress actually. Although i do have a life that is good enough but i don't think i am very happy now! I guess humans are always greedy for something and they always wanted things to go in their way but if that does not happen that particular person would be very upset and surely will be depress and it would surely affect his life inevitably. Now i am experiencing my downs now and what i can say is i will persevere to it and i strongly believe my rainbow will come very soon! I hope things will get better for me and i know i sound like i am super sad but its the me deep inside me. I may seems like a very happy person to everyone and may seems like someone who lives his life well but i am not totally that, what you guys see are always my glories moment. So who is going to be with me through my sad days?
In life, everyone wants to succeed and everyone wants to be rich and be this and that. It a very complicated society out there and everyday dramas are playing day after day and a neverending story is still fliming now. The strong would kill the weak while the weak will try to be strong and this is what i called "Life". The reality of life and the ever changing environment.

2006-06-13T02:46:00.000+08:00

I really have the mood to blog now!

I am feeling very upbeat now. My mind is thinking about one person. She is real important to me. I guess i really love her alot! After these period of time with her, i realise i am happy and feel very good. I am upbeat becasue i am afriad to lose her. I am thinking if i were to lose her how would i be and how it would affect my life. Although it may be time where i don't like her to do this and that and all these means i just want to get more attention from her. Maybe i am too selfish to think in this way! I always tell me myself not to be too center for someone as its not healthy to do so and its proven by the book, "The seven habits of highly effective teens". I guess its right and it would actually make the relationship last longer. I seriously want to be with her for a long long long time. I will continue to work very hard in this relationship and to fufil all the promises that i made to her.

Hurray on a happier note

My Birthday is coming soon again!
June 20th 2006
so guys present and present!!
lol
hmm i guess i am old enough and i got to grow up and start to learn how to be a good guy and i want to live up to my dreams.

My Birthday Wish: Me, My family, My Girlfriend, My Relative, My friends all to be healthy and stay rich and most imnportantly be happy!
Most Important Wish: Me and My Girlfirend would last for a long long long time and have a sweet and very steady relationship!

2006-05-07T04:27:00.000+08:00

My Verdict - To be smart is to be humble in learning

I have learn lessons and i realise things about myself! I have been wondering why this and that and there are like so many why inside me and i seriously don't understand.
Some things in this world is so contradicting and it could take you ages for you to know and you would still don't know!

To quote, think and act sensible.

Its 4.28am in the morning and i am still awake and i am updating my blog which i realise i have not done it for ages. Have been the usual me. The things which revovle around me are simple. They are my family, my work, my girlfriend, my friends and not to forget my hobby and seriously i think its so easy to guess my hobby. So to conclude i am still living fine and eveything is in order which i like it alot!
Gathering is the word for me! I need a gathering with some of my old friends real soon and i know many of them misses me even though they did not say it. But rest assure all the gathering will come soon and chilling session for sure. So peeps we shall see each other real soon!

Today mark the 70th day of me and my darling. The word to use is happiness. I have been real happy being with her and what i could say is we are going steadily and slowly. Its very healthy progress. 5-5-06 was her birthday and it was like just past and i know she enjoy her birthday alot! She had received alot of wishes and gifts from alot of people and surely she is happy about it! Happy 19th Birthday Darling and may all your wishes come true. I hope she like the things that i gave it to her. Its hard to find someone that could understand you and you could really sense that love in it. I love her!

Upcoming events

.Birthday on 20th June
.Enlistment on 11 July
[Anyway i am going into the police where i could learn to be a real man and be more mature]

Birthday Wishlist Resquested
-PSP[Giga Pack]
-Sling Bag
-Gucci Belt
-Seiko Premier Kinetic, Perpectual Calendar
-Polo Ralph Lauren Shirt
-Polo Ralph Lauren Polo Tee
-New Mp3 Player

I shall update again. I think there are still alot of things i want but its not in the wishlist.

2006-04-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

Update Blog Session!

First thing first, i have already graduated from ITE Bishan. Wow, its like so fast. I still remember the first time i step into the school and now i'm graduated from there. My ITE life has been a wonderful one and i learn alot of stuffs. From now onwards, my life would be different and i am not looking forward to go to the army but nevertheless guys still need to serve National Service so i guess thats like no choice.

I work from like last friday till this friday. I have counted and its 8 days in total. I want to earn more money and i think i am seriously quite in need of more money. I want to save up and in the meanwhile enjoy myself so i want more bucks. Some shcking news to tell you guys, i consider lost 323 dollars for nothing. The story goes, i drop my friend camera during my interact club installation and its like i touch the camera like last then 5 mintues then i accidently drop onto the ground then the camera is faulty then need to repair and its costs me 323 dollars. My first reaction is my god but i still pay up. Next time i would be extra careful with thing. Alright Interact Club installation was good. Everything went smoothly and the only things that i think we lack of is crowd. I think we do not have alot of crowd this year compare to last year we had alot of people coming for our installation. Thats very cool!

April Fool Day [To be accurate our first month anniversay was 27 March 2006 10.55pm]
Its our anniversary celebration and i enjoy it alot! Although we do simple things but i just enjoy to be with my darling. She's late for 50 mintues but when i see her then i realise how come she is late and its worth it. (If i don't say that she will slaughter me for sure)
She look exceptional BEAUTIFUL that day. She wore very nicely and put on make-up just like a hot babe! lol Hmm she must be flying now and maybe she just hit her house celling. We went to walk around and had sakee sushi where its like everywhere is crowded and we ended up at sakae sushi and actually i had book a table with sun with moon and i purposely go down to the resturant and book it but we did not went there as its too far away but i will certainly bring her there someday. My friends strongly recommend the resturant with me and i think the ambience there is nice! So peeps out there you guys could check out this new restuarant. Its called Sun With Moon at wheel lock place and its Japanese cusines for your information!
After dinner we went to espande then got alot of malays then we went to sit around the bridge there. We sat there and crap and the scenery was good and we had a great time!
Oh ya, she gave me a very wonderful first month anniversary present! I love it alot! Thanks alot! And she is buying me a new tee soon! lol!

Bombers and Boyfriend chalet coming! Its like later and its going to be fun and my darling had put in alot of her effort on it.
Darling happy about my blog right! My blog is like almost everything on ya!

I am reading this book called "7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens" and what i could say its please go and read that book. Its a very good book and i enjoy reading it alot and although my progress is slow but i will still read it! That book actually belongs to alicia and she lend it to terrence and i took it from terrence and alicia is kind enough to lend me so thanks alicia.

I shall stop here till then thats all folks!

"Life has been great but i never take things for granted and i want to work hard for everything and definitely that include my career, my family and relative, my girlfriend, my friends and myself."

2006-03-21T08:59:00.000+08:00

Time to update!

Hectic Lifestyle had been the word for me.
I have been quite busy recently and many things are coming up for me and I enjoy my life.
Exams are round the corner and frankly speaking i am not really interested in studying but i guess i would force myself to finish the laast lap of my ITE education. I think i would enter army and i would want to study after my army and i guess Shatec is the school that i want to be in. I have view the course online for quite sometime and i think i am in for this kind of job. Now i really know what i want and i want to be in the tourism industry. So peeps out there wish me luck and i would want to be an air steward if i met the requirements to be one and it would be good if i could fly around. I want to fly around and travel around the world and meet new people. I have been thinking quite a lot of my future and having to score badly in ITE made my realise that i have actually wasted my time in ITE as in academic results and i jolly well tell myself that my that i will excel in Shatec and somemore its my interest and i would work hard in Shatec.
My future lies in my hand and therefore i must make it. My priority in life now is simple and they are my family, my girlfriend, excel in Shatec, have a good future, friends and work.
I want to take my car licence soon and upgrade myself like taking Jap class and also have more time for sports. I need sports.
Its been a rather busy week for me and my girlfriend. We are down with exams and i guess she is quite stress up as she has three paper to take and i only have one so i am like slacking and hopefully she and i would be able to finish studying and excel. I know she aim to score well for exams and i hoep she would make it! I would be very proud of her. We are still as loving as ever and its good. We are definitely progressing and i am happy about it and i'm happy about the progression. Spending quality time with her are some things which i enjoy alot. Haha!
I am reading the book "7 habits of Higly effective teens" and i love the book if i could master those habits then i would succeed to be a better person and an effective teens.

"Living my life with no regrets"

2006-03-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

Blogging Again!

Its been sometime since i blog and its my darling who resquested me to do so and i definitely
would do it for her.

Many things had happen and its been a awesome or should a say a fantastic weeks and time for me and not forgetting the fact that i lost my Granny. My Granny is enjoying herself in heaven now so i am happy for her but i would surely miss her alot.

Finally is the word for me!
Finally i got her after so long. As i said i am using the small roads rather then expressway or bullet trains which i think doesn't works for me.. and we set off well and till now we are still progressing well. Its like a dream for me and i love it! I just love being with her and the kind of feeling that other girls are not able to give me so definitely i would treasure her for sure. Today mark our 8 days together and i am sure the counting will just keep going on, on, on, on and on.

Interact Club and Ite Bishan are the things i surely gonna miss very very soon. I am graduating from Ite Bishan like this month and i very surely miss the school alot as it provide me with alot of fonds memories, the good people that i know like my true friends there, experiences like student seminar or etc, my cca like basketball [college central and bishan team mates] Interact Club [ The BOD and Interactors], teachers that are always enocuraging and the place where i meet my darling gf there.

The future for me is like a blank piece of paper for me and i am thinking what i am going to do next. I hope Republic Poly would accept me and i could study in poly and not go to National Service. To be honest i am not prepare to enter National Service and i hope i can get to poly to study. Diploma is something which i would definitely wanting to pursue.

I am enjoying my life now. Everyday is like a great day for me and i hope the days ahead for me would be getting better and better. My future gonna be a bright one and i guess i am optimistic about my future.

"Put in the effort and you would see the results"

2006-03-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

Two very very unhappy event happen

My grandmother which is my father's mother has passed away and i would like to say that "mama, i feel so bad that i never come and see you the last time". I feel so bad alright and i felt as if i have been very unfillial. I love her alot. Whenever i see her i feel sad as i see her became weaker and weaker as time pass by and i think i have not been really taking good care of my grandmother. When i was young i was close to her but as she grow old she had hearing problem and she is like a changed person as in she has been more reserved and she used to talk alot. I miss her talking alot and the way she talks. I still regret that i never see her for the last time. I was thinking of seeing her some other time but she left so suddenly and i felt so bad. This would be something that i would regret. Tomorrow i would be going down for her funeral, i think it would be tough for me to see her lying at the coffin and i hope i would not break out. No matter what you would be remember by me and i will always know you by the "Mama" that i always know. I hope you would rest in peace and i promise you that i would work extra hard for my future and my studies. I think i would be strving for hard to excel. This would be a very good motivation for me and "Mama" watch over me in heaven alright.

My mother's father had two wife and my "ahma" has actually pass away in 1986 and i got no chance to see her but i visit her tombs every year and i love her as my "ahma" although i never see her before. She is a loving mother to her children and my mother always tell me about my grandmother. Recenlty my grandfather second wife which we all call her "Dai Po" which is in cantonese and its means she is big grandmother. She has pass away recently and through these years of growing up i have visited her in malaysia for a number of times and the most recent was last year April where i visited her in Malaysia and i was very sad to hear that she has pass away. She is 90 plus this year and she has been suffering from few illness. My Mother and my Aunty are always very fillial to her although she is not my grandmother or their mother. My mother and aunties and a few uncles had gone to attend her funeral in malaysia and i did not make it as i had school. I would visit her tombs one day and surely would pray to her. She would be remember by me too. "DAI PO" i hope you pass away peacefully and i would hope that you are in heaven now and i will always remember you.

Now only left my grandfather which is my father's father and i don't want him to pass away. He would leave to a ripe age and i would sure visit him often. My grandparents have mostly pass away and i will certainly miss them alot. Thats the cruelty of life and life is so vulnearable. I know my "Ahma" end is nearing but i never expect it to be so fast. I am very upset about their death. I hope they all pass away peacefully and would go to heaven. Ah boy here would certainly remember all of you. [This is what they usually call me]

In Loving Memory Of My Grandmother and My "DAIPO"

2006-02-16T13:50:00.000+08:00

Hey dudes, pals, girls, peeps

I am here to update my blog again. Its like my blog are not really know to people but i still wish to blog like once in a long time. I am in class now as usual and i guess its time for me to blog. So many festive seasons had past and all the festive moods are still with me and i felt happy everyday. Ups and downs in life is something i really learn and its a hurdle to cross. I am stepping down as Interact Club vice president very soon and i am starting to miss Interact Club. Throughout the year of being the vice-president i learn alot of things and i had lots of life lessons in Interact Club. The teachers especially Mrs Goh which i have always work closely with and always supporting me and teachers like Mrs Quek who never gave up on me and not forgetting the other Interact Club teachers who help me one way or another. I have alot of people to thank and i think i did my job as vice-president a successful one and i am glad about that. The board of directors who are always assisting and helping one another like Jufri, Joanna, Wan ni, Prcis and Terrence had being nice and Zul too. I would definetely miss Interact Club and not forgetting all the Interactors as they made all the activites possible and funfil. I remember Jufri told me something and he say if you join Interact Club then "SATISFACTORY GURANTEED" lol. Anyway I work very closely with Jufir in Sphere and he is a great help and a great secretary. Dude you rock. My last three Interact Club activity are coming up and they are next friday Interact Club camp, 4rd March Last Sphere activity and my grand Stepping down cum installation. Exams are coming and Ca's are all on the way and i guess it gonna be fun and stressful. Army is like waiting for me and i definetely don't look forward to it but i really look forward for my future. Earning big bucks and making it big in life is always my one and only goal and target. I want to say thank you to my section head and form teacher, Mr Chua and Mrs Heng as they are very nice people and give me valuable advise. Thanks Alot and my gay group Mr Terrence, Mr Freddick, Mr JJ, Mr Zhi ann, Mr T.k, Mr G.M, Mr Eaz wow thats alot more to go... and i guess the list would just go on and on but i still wish to name them all and theres like many more i guess. Thanks Dudes!

"During my ite life, i know alot of people and some are good and some are bad but i would still like to say a big thank you for those who came into my life and making my ite life a fruitful and funfill one".

2006-02-09T22:59:00.001+08:00

G.M birthday on 27-1-06

2006-02-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

First day of CNY with Sister and Cuzie

2006-02-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

Updated !!

Finally i update my blog, i think i will use back my old blog as i think it got its sentimental value as it is my first blog. I think i will use this blog to pour my feeling. What i think about stuffs and also to update you guys on what i have been doing.

Alright life is good recently, had a girlfriend and broke off recently due to the "clicking problem". It something we discuss about and we agreed to broke up and i think it benefir both parties. I think i am not a good boyfriend and maybe i am not ready for one and maybe she is not the girl i really want. Other that relationships i think i have not been attending school reguarly and i am turning from a good student to a bad student. I got to reflect and start going to school and its like i am graduating very soon and i definetly would miss ITE bishan alot. It bring alot of fond memories and i also learn alot of things there which i think its important to me. My time in ITE is a good one and i meet many good people and good friends of course.

For now i got to go. I shall update some other day.

2005-11-30T09:42:00.000+08:00

Its been sometime since I blog, I miss blogging and telling you peeps what I have done recently. I have been kind of busy basically with work and lots of stuff. Now its school re-opens and it’s going to kill me. I am down with a lot of interact club stuff and I got to do a good job now and I know that its important that I perform well in both interact club and school. It’s last semester now and I am quite happy to be back in school and it’s the six months that I can have my freedom. I would go into the army soon and my check-up would be on January the 18th and I would graduate on April the 8th so I am left with like 5 to 6 months to enjoy before going into the army. Now the idea of going into the army would haunt me, as I don’t really like to sever national service. It would be another chapter of my life. I would do a lot of catch up with a lot of friends and enjoy myself as much as I can during this period of time and definitely hanging out with peeps would be good and I would like to hang out with as many peeps as possible. Finally I have replied Kimberly mail and she has reply back and I am glad that she is doing great that.
Bye for now and I would updated again.

2005-07-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

aLoT of sTUfF HApPEn rECenTly..
lifE haS bEeN FInE..
REal fIne..
HmM SHlD nt haF say fIne I GuesS..
haD a THREaT Frm SOmEOne buT gUESs its OVeR hOpe ItS OVeR dUn rEALlI Like THrEaTs..
Hmm i leArN AloT ReCenTLY..
aLOT OF LEssoNS to lEaRn..
gUEss itS All tEaCHIng Me TO BE a bettEr PeRSOn N be MorE mAturE..
COol yEaHX..
i jUS rEcOVEr fRM sOAr THRoaT N fEveR..
StiLl haF nt COmPlEteLy rEcOVeR.
hMm DiN wEnt Sch ytD on wEd..
wEnT To See Doc..
wEiwEn AcC mE..
NicE of him..
wEnt fOR prE SeMiNAr woRkShoP At ITE sImeI toDay..
IT wAs grEat, Very nice, bISHan tEaM vEry sTROnG, I Am So proUD OF alL thE sTudeNT comMAndOS..
TheY WorK haRd n THey Are GREAt eSP Mr TEReNCe...
WelL DOnE dudE, THUmBs Up lOlx....
hMm tMl shAll aSK tEaCHeR wheTheR whO GeT iNto thE ITe ColLEgE cEntRaL teAM For baSkeTBalL...
shALl See whetheR I gt goT In..
HmM terence i jUS rEaD UR bloG n it SeeMS to me TaT U r undER LOTs of sTREeSs...
wATeVeR IT iS TK CaRE..
mIng WilL BE thERe FOr Ya AlrITe..
lOlx i SOuND so gay haHAZ buT wE beSt oF pAl yeAHx..
AlriTe NExt i wanNA talK boUT ME..
i gUEsS i HAf GRow uP AbIT..
lISteN to sO MAnY PPl toK boUT thiS n TAT..
LEaRN tO gRow uP aGAiN...
Good GOoD..
I LEArn To CheRiSH thOSe TaT Are CLosE to mE..
my fReNS N Good fReNS N StuFf..
i apPReCIaTE thEM alot..
one MorE thing i lovE mY fAMiLY n RelATivE aLoT..
i unDeRstAnd ALot of StUfF...
beCOmIn A BEttEr Me..
i guEsS LiFe aHEaD foR me WoUld be GreAt IF I Noe hOW to apPREcIaTE IT LiKE HAf FuN ALong thE Way..
N StiLl reMEMbeR My ROotS my VaLuEs..
lOlx SOuND so fAMiLiaR RItE GUys..
gUEsS thOSe sTudEnt SemINAr sTudENt nOE wAd I MEanT..
sO mY palS n famIly n RElaTivEs meMBEr out THeRE..
I lovE alL OF yaZ..
lIfE IS gReAt OnLi IF U noE HW to EnJOY IT..=)

2005-07-27T08:23:00.001+08:00

theSe ARE THOsE PPl wHom I m ClosE WIf oNE wAy or AnothEr..hEY PEePS reAlLI gLAd nOEing U ALl..HoPE Our fRiendShIp LAsT..I GueSs itS nice POStiNg ALl thIS..aT leAsT it SomeHoW sHoW MY GrTiTudE tOWArdS U aLL..beSt WIshEs fOR alL OF U..gooD luck In WATevEr u DO..Miss u GUYs alWAys..

2005-07-27T08:23:00.000+08:00

its TakEn liKE kindA lOng Ago..gUESs its laSt YR..buT I hOpe TO pUbLisH IT..heE

2005-07-24T15:05:00.000+08:00

i lIKE this..n thiS teE iS SO meANiNGFuLL..

2005-07-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

sorry BeEN LoNG siNCe I BLoG..

hMM lIFe haS beEn reaLLi UpS UpS n doWn..
mORe DOwNs I guEsS..I Am So sO SaD boUT thE bbALl ToUrNmeNT thingy..
i guEsS i m mUch mORe SaD DEN anYONE eLSe..cOS i m the CaP..
N MY REspOnISblIlty iS huGe..
i plaY a paRT iN THe infamOuS lOSe of BiSHan boyS..
tO tELl THe TrUTH..I gUEss We Are THE beSt tEam oN TaT dAY..sHOWn gREaT dEtERMINAtIon..sHowN GOoD sKILlS...MOSt ImPorTaNT OuR AbLiLTY to FIGHt FIGHt FIghT n StiLL FIGHt..kinda DISappOintEd..bUT anYWAy I Am rEalLY ProUd of ALl YOU..u alL fOUGHt HArD..i gUEsS iT GOnNA be A dAY taT i WIll ReGRet FOr LIFe SurEly..lIke THe JuyIng MAtCH n THe qi yi SHao LAsT gAMe..hMM maYBE thErEs THe jinx..thiS tIMe ROuND..MAcPHErSOn i FaiL Out AgAiN..soMEtHinG Like SAme sCeNERio..goT 4 FOuLS eArly In THe gAme..URGEncY to WIn..haiX..i gUEsS I ReALlI PLAy A paRT iN TaT lOSt..iF wE wOn tAt gamE We Be 1sT..n if We LosE wE haF gT no rANkIng...taTs hW sErIoUS IT iS..wE losT iT By 2 PoIntS..its 2 PoINTs aGaiN..SAMe aS clEmenTi TowN..HmM nw i m blOggiN I FeEL rEALLi SAd Now..i rEalLio aFFeCt mE..I CANt ThInk OF tAt Day..We DIn eVen Win ANythIng...haIX..Feel So sO SaD..i gUEsS I CanT tHINK bout IT..hmM leTs Nt toK boUT TaT dEn..hmm sOMEthiNgs TrOuBliNG me Now..hmm I gUEsS I gonNA sEtTle it SoOn..hmm I GueSS I BLOG tIll heRE..I AM toO sAd TO cONtiNue..i tOT of TAt DAY AGaiN..HAix..I FaiL As A cAptaiN..HAIx..

2005-07-10T04:59:00.000+08:00

i fEel mUCh MuCH BeTEeR AfT goIn oUT todAY..
jUS reAch hM..
NW IS Like 5 In thE mOrnIng..
wEnt TO TOwN wiF SeC sCH bUDs..
dEn BEr N FreN CaME to mEEt us..
dEn TeReNcE N HuI nI N COmPAnY cAMe TO meeT uS.
LAzE ArD dEn TooK laSt TrAin hM..
wEnt To sIT aRd at tHe CoFFEe ShOp wIF wEIwEN N WeISuNG..
ChaTTeD alOT..
vErY vEry nICe FrEns Of MiNE..
sEc sCH BuDs n it COuLD be foR A LONG lOng tiMe..
i m haPPY i GT nicE pPl aRd Me..
wE knowN eAcH othEr For SO So loNg..
jOEyeE is mY BEsT bud ToO..
sErIoUSly althOUGh THeRe Are miSuNDeRsTaNDiNG..
We R sTIlL vEry VeRy NEw bUd..
heY plz Dun AlwAYs ShoOT mE..
lolx..
hMm reCenTly a FeW OF MY GIRly bud haF reLAtIOnShip PROBLEm..
GlaD tAt u aLL HAd TrUSt In me N tEL mE..
i cAN aLWAYS LeND U All mY LIStEnINg EaR..
I WoUld ConsoLe n EvEnTualLy leND yA my ShOUldEr to Cry On..
WaTeVeR it is I M jUS a Cal or Sms AwAy..
dUn wORry alrITE..
i lovE U alL girLY Bud..
hMm i HoPE eVeRythiNg WoUld be fIne..
AlL thE beSt ALrITe..
dUn woRry aFt A dOWNPoUr thErEs AlwAys SuNShINE..
i beLIEvE In tHaT..
I FeEL MuCH BEtTeR Now..
i gUEsS BloGGiNG IS thE oNly ChanNel WheRE i can SHoW alL My emOTiOnS n gRaTiTudE to pPl..
N thE chANnEl foR ME tO saY OUT WaTeVeR Tat is in mY HEaRt..
hEy GuyS..
tK CaRe..
peAcE Out`

2005-07-09T10:37:00.000+08:00

how i am feeling now..
i hope no one would see this post..
its all about how i feel..
i want it to be personal...
i am feeling very blue and very sad..
very tired too..
its been so long that i ever confess to a girl about how i feel towards her..
and the reply she gave was lets nature take it course..
in other word she is not interested in me..
i fall in love..
i guess i am sad..
speechless and heart pain..
i guess this is consider as some kind of rejection..
in one's life rejection do occur and i just had one..
i am too fragile to handle such stuff..
its been so long that i ever like someone after some considering..
during this period of time i guess i ever had few crushes on few gers..
they are nice but later on i found out that they are not my type of gers..
hmm thanks peeps for the heart warming talk..
love you guys..
at least theres something called "everlasting" friendship..
maybe i am silly to believe that you might be interested in me..
i am silly alrite..*admit
hmm but i guess i am alright now..
got to move on..
no use crying over split milk..
so i guess my poll of being rejected goes up to two..
hurray..
i still got many things to do in life..
i have been rejected..
and i won't deny the fact..
hmm i want to go shopping..
gonna find the time for it..
shopping makes me happy..
new bag...
new clothes..
new shoes..
whatever it is i gonna have plenty of new stuffs soon..
*cheers

blue is how i feel now..how sad
lonely is what i feel now..how sad

2005-07-07T13:51:00.000+08:00

hEy hEy pEePS...

fM heRe AgAIn...
Hmm LifE bEeN TOugh foR ME..
SuPER dUPeR TOugH..
so tIReD n StuFf...
BEEn hOmE laTe..
LotS OF sTufF..
MAInly BBaLL..
cOmpeTitiOn oN 21..
ItS so So sOoN..
BishAN teAm is NT tHe idEaL..
wE r TrAiNiNG HArD foR IT..
ShAll TRy To GO As FaR as poSSiBLE..
n As manY PlayEr Get InTO thE coLleGe CeNTRal tEaM..
I WIsh i coUlD gET iN..
HMm..
THEreS a gEr i intErEsTEd BUt itS LIke haRd TO gEt..
i oso DUn nOe Hw She THInK..
N I m lOsT As iN duNnOe WaD to dO..
i m So So confUSeD n LOSt..
i wAN to fEeL hAppy AGaIn..

FOr ALl THe BbaLl GuyS tAt ReALlI wORk haRd In tRAInInG...THanKS gUys..hEe HEy fOR Mr CHua THaNks foR uR sUpPORt..LoLX..My dEaR tEaCHeR

2005-07-02T17:40:00.000+08:00

BiSHan bBalL cOme oN...

2005-07-02T17:33:00.000+08:00

lovEleSs WorLD Or heaRTfUL WorLD??

fRom My OWn PoInt oF vieW OF sEEiNG thIngS..
hMM i reALiSe tAt U Cant sAtIsfIEd EvEryoNE in thiS wORlD..
itS vEry HArD to dO sO..
wHEN u gRow Old u beComE A kID oNCE agAIn..
wHEN U GrOW oLd u wILl TeND TO Be A burDen FOr SOMeoNe..
ThIngS aRe So SO DIffERenT...
nOT eVeRYoNE ArE boRn Wif LoOks..
PReTty LoOkiNg pPl USUaLLY gT alL THe SO calLEd "prEvELLEgE"
ALl thE UGLY ppL WOUld BE so lUCKy..
thEY Gt ALl SorTs Of TorMENt...
rEgrAdleSS oF PHysCIAl or MEntALlY..
the wORlD iS so uNFaiR..

shALl coNTiNuE..

2005-07-02T17:28:00.000+08:00

tOdAy thErE is SPheRe...
HMm VeRY MEANiNgFuL n Fun..
DIn SLEeP WelL..sLePT lIke 3 n NEEd to wAke UP EArLY..SO eND Up waKiNG UP At 6..
slEpT LiKE 3 hRs..manAge to keep mYSleF awAke FOr THe wHoLE dAY..
Hmm beeN BusY Wif LotS OF sTUfF..
I hOpe i can DO My BEsT iN EvErYTHING..
HEY peEpS i m sTOnIng In front Of My CoM nw..
jus FeElIng SO BorEd..
GOnNA sLP SOoN i GueSs..
VeRY tIReD..
lovE sUCk TO thE cORe..
i juS HAte it..
i don knOW whaT i Am doIn..
eVerYTiME i m coNtrIDicTInG mYSeLF..
i leT dOWN GeRs TaT r VeRY NicE tO mE..
waT am I TryIn to do..
i gUEsS i faIL In lOVe..
hMm..
HOPe othErS aREa i wILl be beTTeR..

heReBY THanks alL THe intErAcTorS WHO saCRiFicE thEir TiME to coME foR spHEre n maKE IT ReaL hapPENIng..
u guYs rOCks TO thE MAx ALrITe..
tAts THe SPirIT..

2005-06-29T00:47:00.000+08:00

iSn't she cUTe?? hEY guYS Btw She is nT my GErfrEN OR watEvEr..wE r juS PUReLY FrEns..
jUS thInk tAt SheS CutE..

2005-06-29T00:36:00.000+08:00

uPdAtE On Ma BLoG..

HmM GUeSs rEcEntly i haD A haBit keEP SCoLDing foUL LAng..whiCH IS sth I woUld TO stOP..
hEY i aM A damN busY man..I havEN beEN WOrkIng FOr a loNG LOng TiME..din rEalLi mISS woRKiNG..
i prEfEr nOt to Work..But I guEsS sTIlL neeD tO...cOS i dUN WannA qUit gYu KaKu..
HmM lIFe BEen bUSy FOr mE..I ReALISe Sth..my sTaMNina n physIcAl haS dRop tReMEndOusLy..
maYbe IS beCOs I diN ExErCiSe FOr A LOng TIMe OR i m SimPly "olD"
hMm i wIll GET TirEd EaSily..Hmm WAt thE HElL hapPeNiNG to ME..
BBalL TOuRNMENt N sTUdEnt sEMinaR IS jUs ROuNd thE cORneR..
bbALl TOuRnmeNT oN 21 JUl..A ONe Day eVeNT dEN thEy wIll ChOosE FrOm thE fiVe CamPUs in cENtRaL to rEprEsENT ITe cOlleGe cENtRaL to pLAy aGaIsnT othEr tEaMS..hMM sO itS LiKE I Will woRK HArD to gEt iNTO THe TeAM..thEY wIll be ChoOSInG 24 PLAyerS..WIsH Me LuCK N ALl thE beSt...
heY on a GooD neWs..hmM i wAs apPoIntEd cAptAIn...hugE reSpoNSiBiLitEs n i gT tO woRK haRdER Den AnYoNE elsE I gUEsS..my skIll N SpEEd sUX..i m NOW WorkIng vEry HARd tiLl 21 JUl to tRAIn up n hOPE I Can play WelL aS wEll aS IndIVidUAlly aND aS a TEaM..ITE BISHAN BBALL GUYS 2005 ROCKS.. hMM n itS thE FirsT TIme i plaYIng FOr itE bIshan iN maJor EvEnt..

I neeD to cOPe WIf lOTs N LOT Of sTuff...i haVe Gt intERaCt CLub thiNgy..bbalL...StUdIEs..stUDeNT SeMINAr...nyaA RepORt...HmM HoPE i CaN DO do wELl N MAnaGE mY tIme wEll..i wAnna WOrk haRd N NT a SlaCKeR i haF reSt enUff DurIng hOlidayS So itS tIMe To wORK haRd N AcHIEvE sOMETHInG...

2005-06-09T01:08:00.000+08:00

cOsmO wOrlD iN k.l

2005-06-09T01:07:00.000+08:00

fM aT kAmPaR..lolx

2005-06-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

fM nEw pIc

2005-06-09T00:49:00.001+08:00

hey peeps n buds..hmm i haven been blogging for a very very long time..hmm i was busy..not realli working alot but slAcking alot..but i guess i had a very very good rest before sch realli starts on my bday!! wat the...lolx..tats the first time i ever had sch on my bday cos usualli it would jus fall on a holiday lolx..hmm kinda scare n excited though..peeps i be expecting presents frm all of u..hahaz..so u all shld noe wat to do rite..lolx..hmm i am fine recently very fine i guess i m fat..cos i gain weight..i gain 4 kg..lolx..now i am 60kg lolx..so fat..hee hmm i think i laze around too much..its has been eat sleep n go out and work..lolx..hmm haven have much time online..hmm i shall have a very long post this time so whoever is reaing this please please dun feel bored..lolx..hmm i went to vergetable farm with the old folks at sphere it was fun n the activity went smoothly so its fine..hmm den aft tat i ber n hui huang n terence n hui yi went ard orchard to play pool n haf gd food..we realli enjoy ourself..hui huang is goin on a 21 days camp for a prestigous award..i m so proud of him..hee hope he is fine n alrite..hee he gonna be home sick i guess..hmm did quite a number of stuffs..oh yeah i meet up wif wan mei hee..she is still so nice as ever lolx..although we r like apart but i can still feel tat our bro n sis r/s r still very strong...its very nice to noe such a person..i m honour..hee hmm she went to taiwan n will be back tml..hmm tel u all guys sth..hee i in love i guess hee...or shld i say i haf a crush or shld i say i m interested in a ger..hee she is one yr older den me..hee she is a korean but can speak very gd chinese n simple eng..hee n very gd in korean lang..she stays in china for six yr n learn chinese there tats y..hee she has very great character tats wat i like bout her..hee hope it would go smoothly as i m single for quite sometime hee..its hard to find someone tat can realli attract me..hee anyway peeps tk care alrite..hee i miss all of u..hey peeps my bday is on 20 june 20 june alrite lolx coming soon..hee i guess i m too thick skin..hee lolx..kidding..

2005-05-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

hey hey...

ppl out there..hw r u all??
hmm guess u all r still fine alrite..wishin all og u to be fine n happy..
hmm i haf been working frm fri to sunday at imm at ctc hoildays..
hee~ den i saw liyi at sat wif her bf..wish u two last alrite..n happy
hmm den work was fun..den noe quite alot about my future propects
i wanna earn lots of money next time..lolx
hmm i get to noe tat actualli a tour consultant can earn alot...n i haf lots of interest in it..
n i get to noe tat air steward 165 and above can apply so i gonna apply too..hee
i haf gt lots of dreams n all r related to tourism industry..i am realli looking forward to my future..no more being a small kid anymore..i am aspiring to excel...shall hope i can score well for my exams..hee` tats very important..
hmm...lots of activites coming up so hope to enjoy myself n peeps out there enjoy urself to the fullest for this hoildays..hee` we deserve the break..lolx

ps:
hey hey ppl..dun forget my bday on 20th june..hee` the first day of sch reopen..hee` i expect presents frm u all.lolx

2005-05-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

hey peePs i am HEre To bLog..

eXaMS Are lIke fOur DaYS aWaY n i haVen StUdy yEt..i neeD tO bUCk up..THeREs aLOT TO MEMorISe..HmM LifE HAf beeN nt BAd For me..hahaZ been haVING fUn n fUn..hahaZ

DiD I MEntIoN I Went To k.l...hahaZ hMm gUEss I Did..
I migHt GO to HoNgKoNG or geNTiNG In jUne..prOvIDeD gT SEaTs n tiME..HAHAz
i musT gEt sTudYiNG fIRsT B4 I cAN Go aNywHEre...my fUTurE LieS wIF ME..HAHAz
hmm mY EXams are round the cORNEr...
So PEEps wIsH ME aLL THe beST..HAHAz...
evErY1 Tk gD cARE N StuDy haRd FOr ExAms..hEe~

2005-05-04T11:50:00.000+08:00

hMm gUEsS U GuYS n peepS MIss me RitE..HAhaZ i am baCK..
fEELin rATHeR tIReD aS i cAME Hm On mOdAY aT 1Am miDnIGhT..
DeN slEEp aT 2..dEn neeD to wAke up aT 6..
HAhaZ Bt I M Fine..Hmm kl wAs vEry Fun..hahaZ Went ShoPpIng..eAtIng..haF lotS F fun..
boUGHt aLoT OF sTUfs...fRm JEaNS to T-SHIRt to LV coIn PoUCh..hAHAz
hMMm ThE sTuff THeRE aRe CHeaP buT tHe Lv poUcH IS fAKe...haHAz Hmm But LoOk VeRY NicE CheAP..haHAz
i HAd AlOT Of Fun aT kL...I wEnT TO thE maLAYsIA LArGeSt INdOor tHeME pArK Den HAd lOTs OF FuN..ThE RoLLeR CoaStEr WaS Fun..LuCKy wE wENt thEre EaRly As iT Is A pubLiC hoLiDaY...Den IsLIke VeRY cRowDed...hAHAz lOTS oF PEOpLE ArD 12..HAhaZ LucKIY I WeNT At 10..hAHAz aND thE tHeME PArk OPEn aT 10..HahaZ iTs CaLLEd COSMO THEME PARK aT TiMeS SquaRe aT Kl...PEEps dUn MiSS oUt tHIS thEme pArK In maLAYSiaz..haHAz HmM i WaNNA gO hOnG kong...tAiwAn thIs YR If POSsIBlE..HAhaZ gonna Go tO CanAdA oN deC..HAhaZ...fOR Now I jUS wAN tO sTudy haRd...Be A gOod VP...EArN MorE mOneY N GO ovErsEaS..Hee~ shaLL wORk haRd IN EvEryTHiNG N SOMEthIngS MosT ImPORTaNT is TrAin mY BBAl wEll..hAHAz hMM i juS LOVe TRaVel ArD thE gLobE..HAhaZ..SHALL tEl u alL MorE boUt mY tRip to kL..N IN THe fUTUre Tel U ALl mORe bOUT THe dEsTINAtIOn i wEnt..hAHAz

2005-04-29T10:54:00.000+08:00

hey Hey Guys N PeePs HEre i m bLOggiN hAHAz..hMm bEEn VeRY bZ rEcENtLY..HahaZ toDaY I M goInG to maLAySiaZ TrUeLY aSIa...haHAz SHaLL ShOp ShOp N eaT eaT n haF fUN..heE~ NExT wEEK wHEN I M baCK i sHaLL sTarT To StuDy fOR thE fINal ExAm hAHAz WHiCh FaLLs oN tHe 16 N 18..hMm Guess mY LIFE haS BEEn GrEAt HaHAz..BUT sTIlL sIngLE Bt foR NW hOpe To bE sINGle so SorrY HahaZ..hMm

TODAY IS MY BIG DAY THE ITE BISHAN INTERACT CLUB 22ND INSTALLATION

HahaZ AfT toDay i MuSt BE a roLe moDel to mY JuniORS...MAnaGe N UphOldA thE club WelL.hAHAz A big rEsPoNSIbLiltY..neeD to GEt goOD gRaDeS n leaD By EXAMplE..HahaZ HmM BOut bbAll i sTIll WiLL tRaiN haRd WheN ThE tOuRnEmEnt is CoMiNG HeE~..
I gUEsS LIFe Is GooD whEN u aRE bZ HAHAz..i WannA go HOng koNG oN jUnE HolIDaYs wIF mY FReNS HAHA.z.mY Gd pAL jOE n WeN N CHao aRE nW iN tAIwaN HahaZ..SO so gOod..i OSO wANna go N thEy wIll be BAcK oN sUndAY hAHAz..hoPe To SeE thEm aGaiN heE~...IT woUld be nICe if We Can GO To HONg KoNg DuRInG thE JUne HoLidAys..hAHAz dURiNG dEc HoLidAYS I M goIng oVerSeAs TOo HAHAz TO amErICa HAHAz..CanT wAit..hAHAz to cANadA haHAz..gUEss I wIll StRIVe hArD In wAtEvEr I Do..

peEpS oUT tHerE...pLZ tK cAre n eNjoy hAHAz..
AcTuALlI i haD soMEoNE iN mInd hahaZ bT She is aTTacHEd HahaZ..shALl See hW bUT shE iS tHe TYpe taT i WoULD fALl fOR N BE WIf HAHaZ..

2005-04-19T16:52:00.000+08:00

tHis pIc i liKE IT ThE MosT..HahaZ hMm We wouLD BE veRy GOoD pArTnerS in tHe FutURe..hEe~

2005-04-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

hahAZ..hoPE u ALl Like THe phoTo I HAf UploaDeD..HAhaZ
AlOT OF THIngS aRe CoMiNG uP..haHAz
hoPE I cAN BE A GoOD bOaRD meMBErS iN The INTeRaCt clUb..haHAZ
hMmM hOpe I cAN StUdY HArd foR My eXaM n sCorE wEll...
i wANt To improvE On mysElf..hAHAz
gUys Sorry if i Gt NO TiME foR u ALl sORRy I am rEallI bz anD maY 16 n 18 i HAf gT VERY imporaTAnt PapEr n i goIng To MALaYSiaZ foR hOlIDaYS n StuFf..alOt of ThiNGs sO Tk CaRe..i wILL SurELy MiSS u aLL..haHAz

lIFe HaS BEEn aLRITe foR mE HAHAz..jUS tAt I Am bz..Oh yAz Gt 4tH For ytd 3-oN-3 bbALl COMPEtItiON..HahaZ KiNDa DELighTeD cOS aT leASt We Win SomeTHIng cOS tOP 4 Gt PrIzE..WE woN $100 FOr THe tEam wHicH iS 20 EaCh n tROPhY N meDalS..HAHAz NT bAd hEe~...HmM soMeMorE our TEam gT tWO gErS HeE~..wE plaY wELL LAr ALtHOugh ITs nt Nt reALlI sO gOOd..hahaZ

2005-04-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

fM n joAnNA tAkIng PicTURe..haHAz

2005-04-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

fM wIF thE phOtograPHeR SaEEDaH..HeE~

2005-04-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

tHE iSO GaYS..HAhaZ We lOoK BUrNt bUT foRmAL..hAHAz

2005-04-18T22:32:00.001+08:00

Us aGaiN BUt WIf YUlaN HAhaZ..We ArE NEW cuRReNT bOArd..haHaZ

2005-04-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

tErENcE Li KiAn N fM...haHAz we lOOk hapPY HAhZ..

2005-04-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

the neW b.o.D Without TeReNcE N WaNni n yulaN iN thE Pic..hEe~

2005-04-18T22:28:00.001+08:00

jUFrI..fM..tERenCe B4 OUR PHotO TakIng..heE~ wE LOOk HApPY..

2005-04-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

thE cURReNT vPs n The IncOmIng vPs..

2005-04-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

fM wiF UGly HAir..haHAz tAKeN lIke oNE wEEK OR tWO WeeKs aGo..hahAz

2005-04-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

gAyS aT IsO At IntErAcT CLUB b.O.d

2005-04-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

fM n jOaNnA n pRcIs..hAHAz wE lOoK sO FaKE N TirEd..hAHAz

2005-04-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

fM n jOaNnA n tErEnCe..snap SHOT BeOFrE phOTO TakIng..haHAz

2005-04-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

mY LaDy Boss toMokO..

2005-04-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

fM iN sIngAPoRe cUTsOM..HahaZ gOiNG TO MAlaySIAz..

2005-04-18T22:15:00.001+08:00

fM lOoKiNg sMaRt

2005-04-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

fM wEaRiNg fOrmAl cLoThInG

2005-04-18T22:13:00.001+08:00

tHe bBaLl gUys aT iNtEraCt cLuB

2005-04-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

tHe nEw BoarD..HAHAz fM n tErEnCe n jUfRi

2005-04-14T17:44:00.000+08:00

beeN quITe LoNG sincE I blOg..HmM ALot of THINGs HapPeN aS UsUAl..haHAz

hMm i am thE NExT IntErAcT CLuB vIcE prESeIdENt..haHAz kIndA hAppy n DO a GrEAt JoB wUN Let THe tEAcHErS dOWn N HoLd mY ReSpONSiBlE WeLL..sO Frm thE dAy whEN i wAs aPpOiNtEd As vP i vOw TO StUDy HArd n leAd By ExAMple..hEe~ i alWayS LovE to leAd By eXaMpLE..gUEsS i neeD TO Be sTudY haRd gEt Gd GraDeS to imPReSSion My jUnIORs n keEp a gOod BOY imAgE..HAhaZ i gUEsS i Can Do it..sTudY HArD N be GoOD..!!!

wAs SicK dURiNG wEEkeNDs..wENt to sGh n lUckIly i wAs nt AdMittEd To hOsPiTal..HAhaZ hMm nOW i aM fIne AgAIN..hee~ i rEalLi HAte THe FeeLiNG OF BEiNG sICK iT rEaLLi SucKS..hMm i wAN tO BE HEalthY aS aLWayS n i hOPE My paReNTs My sis n ALl My bElovEd fRiEndS n FamIly MEmbeRs TO BE aS heAlthY aS aLWaYS...

i aM vEry vERy bZ rEceNTly SO peEps If i Gt No Time to Acc u All or No TiME sORRry COs i REalLi Gt Alot oF progRaMmeS n invOlvEMEnt comIng UP..iNTeRaCt CLUB..StUdIEs...eXaMS On MAy 16 18..sTudy sEmInAr...bbAll cOMPeTiTiOn..HmM aLOT..n gOiNG OVerSeAs On 29..so gT LotS tO dO..hAHAz..shALl gIf mY beSt iN THe THiNGs i Do..haHAz

2005-04-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

hMm TODAy is A vErY vERy SaD DaY fOR ME..tEaRs almOSt RolL DOwN My fAcE aS I wALk TowardS thE cITy haLL MRt StatIOn...
mY BeLOvEd N mosT ReSpEcTeD fEmaLe BoSS LEfT US..ItS HEr laSt dAY wiF US....i aLWAys tHiNk tAt She is A VErY vERY gOod bOsS n manAgEr..sHE tReAtS mE vERy wEll And uNDeRstAnd mY PRoBlemS..sHE HAs Very gReAt perSOnaliTY N sOmeTHInG iN HER aSpIRe me TO WorK haRD..aLTHoUGh i nOe HeR WheN I fIRsT InteRVIEw bY HEr AT eArly deC..thE BoNDing BEtWeen alL thE GyU KAkU StaFf weRe VeRy sTRONG...wE Noe EaCh OTHeR wEll N MosT iMpORtAnT We WoRk weLl aS A tEaM..She GuiDeD ME alL ALoNG wIF paTienCe AnD dEdIcAtIoN..shE NV BleW HeR ToP aT mE..She WOuld aLWaYs BRiNG a SMILe When sHE cOmes tO wORk..Now She HaS gT heRseLF a fIancE anD i wISh heR alL THe beSt...sHE IS gOInG tO NEw YOrK dEN She haS nt DeCidEd WheRe To Go aFT NEw YOrK ..iT woUld be EithEr baCk To SiNGaporE wHERe His FiAncE is Or baCK tO heR HoMeTowN jaPAn...SHe iS a vERy nicE japaNEse laDy..vEry vEry nICe..hMM gUEsS alL thE gYu kaKU sTaFf WoUld miSs HEr EsP thE PArT TiMErS...thOSe WeRe THe DayS wHErE wE wOrK HApPiLY..HmM thE aTmosphERE tODay aT thE rEstURaNT WeRe sAd aS wE NoE shE wouLD leAVE US aFt toDay..beOFrE I leAvE shE aSk Me To sEE hEr aND wHEn i wENT TO See heR She hUg me..anD SaY THAnk YOU..i wAs VerY tOucH N hidE My TeArS..i dIn wAN pPl tO sEe me CrY..SHy SiaZ...AfT tAt i shOoK HEr haND And SaY THaNks foR thE GuIdANCe u HAf GaVe me..IT wAs A PReCIoUs leSSon bY u..wHEneVer I CamE aCrOSS prObLeM I wouLD Jus lOOk FOr heR..I WOuld jUS sAy "toMoKO Can u cOme OVer N heLp i haF A PRoBleM herE" deN She WOuLd jUS sMile SMILe N CoME ovEr..sHE Is AlwAys WiLLiNG tO HElp me aND tHe ReSt..I Noe shE dOTe on me HeE~ cOS sOMEthImeS i MAke mIStaKE SHe WOuLD Jus SiMply TeL ME nt To Do it AGaiN N leT me Go..WitHOUT PuNiShIng Me..I loVe heR To bITs N PisCeS..i woulD DeFiNETly Miss YAz n wOuLD keeP U In My mINd..SomeONe tAt inspirE ME..

tomOKo wIll AlwAys be ReM bY fM n sTaffS OF gyU kaKu..wE wOuLD cOntINUE to ProvIDe eXcElLENT SErVicE..aLL thE BEsT TOmoKo..i noE u Are nt Gonna See THis bUT i WoUld lovE tO WrITe BOuT U..sOmeThIngS wHiCh i wouLD NT heStIAtE to WrITe BoUT..u aRe A vEry reSpOSIBLE BOsS..wiF LOVe fM

2005-04-03T14:42:00.001+08:00

mE @SuKi suShI..WeNT FOr meL n maBeL..HeE~ IT was FuN..meL trEaT hEee~

2005-04-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

sPaStIc bDay BoiS..HAhaZ

2005-04-03T14:41:00.000+08:00

the BdAy boIs wiF thE BDaY cAKe..hEe~

2005-04-03T14:40:00.000+08:00

gYu kaKu paLS..HeE~ We RoCks..sTIlL gT mORe bUT tHEY Nt iNSidE the PicTUrE..HeE~

2005-04-03T14:39:00.000+08:00

haHAZ..MessY mE WIf i PoD OR zEn mICro???

2005-04-03T14:38:00.001+08:00

fM in wORkpLAcE dURING NAtaS FaIR..Wif cTC aErOPLAnE..HeE~

2005-04-03T14:38:00.000+08:00

TAkEN ytd..HEe` iN ThE tRAIn oN THe WaY tO KTv!! hEe~

2005-04-03T14:36:00.000+08:00

hEe~ Me in sPECS..SO hW I LOoK?? WeIRd RitE..HAhaZ

2005-04-03T14:35:00.000+08:00

heE~ ME aGaIn..haHAz

2005-04-03T14:34:00.000+08:00

haHAZ..i LoOk So BLUR..

2005-04-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

HmM tEL u GuYS sOmeTHING i iN LovE..HAHAz taTS a GoOD thiNG rITe..Gt A taRgEt For me..hmM gOnNA woO HEr slOwLY..StEp by sTeP..HAHAz hmM dUN wANna RuSH ThingS...i leArNt alOt of THINGs rEcEntly...iF U wAN sOMEthIng juS gO fOR IT coS ChaNCeS doeSNT cOme TwIcE..And ITs LIke jUS tRY ORelsE u NV nOE WhetheR U wiLl SucCeeD aNot..HmM sO I deCiDeD to TrY...thIS tIme ROUnd I rEALlI haF No CoNFidEnt In WOoInG heR...hMm gt thE fEeLiNG TaT I cAnt GeT HER bUT I wIll sTIlL gO On..HAhaZ trY my beSt uNtiL She REJEct ME..HAhaZ i am Nt AfRaId Of REJEcTIoN HeE~ sHALl sEE hW it gOEs...so prAy FOR ME..HAhaZ
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-wEnt To spheRE pROGrAmmE on sAtURDAy morNiNG...FirSt TiME nT laTE LoLx..it Was LiKE I MusT ReAcH tOA PAyoH At 8.30 n IT IS a SaTurdAy..so tIRed SIaZ..i Gt no choice cOS I am In CHArGe oN TaT dAY So gT To be EaRly to mArK AttEndEncE...HMm SpHEre WaS rEalLi FuN n meANINGfUL On sATURsDay..THINk ThE eLdErLY n sTudEntS EnjOY iT...hMM Den AfT TaT WeNt orCHArD wiF TeRENCe...BEr..tALl gEr..n rAbbIT...hMM WaS fUn...dEN LAtEr meeT My paLS aT ORcHArD..DeN We WALk Ard Den WeNT to eAt fISh n cO HAhaZ...jOe N wayne bdAy...
HAPPY BITHDAY TO WAYNE N JOE!!! budS alWayS...lovE u alL tO bitS n PiEcEs..HMmm aS USuaL We meET a fool OUT OF OurSeLVeS..HAhaZ wE haD aLot of ppl So iTs lIKE wE MAdE alot of nOisE iN tHe FisH N cO...TIlL EvErYBodY aRD Us wErE liKE LoOKiNG aT Us..hahaZ wE wENt tO THE OnE neaR paRk maLl...FisH n cO waS NicE aS usUAl...dEN aFt TaT wE wENt to KtV aT CheVRoN..haHAz i SaNG mY tRAdEmARk SoNG wo naN gUO n eVeRydAy LuFf TiLL ALMosT sToMAcH cRaMp..hahaZ i thInk i saNG tIll vErY FuNny ALreAdy..lOlx..i sAnG QuITe a NUMBEr Of SongS But My VoicE sUck..haHAz...aFt TaT wEnt BowLIng HAHAz..I reAlISe i ReALlI SuX In BowLiNG hahAz...gt 77 PoIntS ONLi..hahaZ ...dEn AfT tAt We WeNT Hm..it Was LAte N ALl OF US wErE tirED aFt A dAy oUT..
-aLRitE fRidAy WeNT to pLAy bbaLl..REaLisE i Sux in bBAlL ToO...my skIlLs dRopPeD alOT..HAiX...I Am nt PlaYiNG wEll...hMm i haF gT to BucK UP iF NT hw aM I GOiNG tO cOmPLETe wIF OTHeRs...HmM MY PeRfORmaNCe WaS PoOR..haIZ...but nvM fRidAy BbaLL SesSions Wif paLs wErE fUn ToO..hahaZ
-sIStAz Of isO thIS IS FOr u All..HAHAz hMm thANks liyI foR thE mAsSaGeS..N NAt FoR thE dIStURbING cAl..haHAz HmM thiNk u ALl mISS me rITe..haHAZ I WiLl haUnt U ALl oN MondAy..i sHALl REtUrN..lOLx hmm So sEE yAz..dEb dAUGHtEr ToO..sHaLl HIT YAZ..heE~
-TOdAy GoNna StAY aT hM N Do My AsSigNmEnts n cUT haIR aT Nite..hoPe My haIR cUT wOuLD BE nICe.....LOlX
-TO TeReNcE dUdE N waN MeI..mISS U gUys..N tHanKS..HEe~ tODay sHld bE aPprEcTiAtE ALl of u whO toUcH mY LIVeS..HeE~
sORry To ThOsE i dIn DedICaTE tO its nT ThaT I dUn LOVe u But i lovE OTHeRs morE Den U..HAhaZ-cRAPs HEe~ i thInK rEcEntLY I Am CrAzY HeE~

2005-03-31T16:20:00.000+08:00

hMmM
BEeN vERY vEry TirEd ReCeNTly...heE~ the WeAthEr wAs CoLD rECeNTly..waS rAiNing N RaIniNg..hmMm GueSs I HAf bEEn SuffErIng FrM The WeATHeR..i hAd RuNnING Nose WhIcH KilLs ME..i cANt brEaThe eAsIly..i aM sICK!! HAHAz..alRitE I ShaLL sTarT AcTiNG Like A Cc..haHAz HmM lifE HAs BeeN FiNE fOR ME..AsSigNmEntS aRE cOming iN..AnD i aM sTIlL vEry SlaCK..haHAz bUT I gT tO rUSh ALl mY aSSiGnMEntS...beEN bUSY WIf ALot of sTuFFs...iNTerAcT club..HmM gT To Go For iNTeRvieW fOR INTeRaCt cLub fOR b.O.D HMmM wAtEvEr IT IS i wiLl trY My BEsT To Do a GOoD Job eVeN iF I dIn GeT In I OSO duN MiND cOS My mOTIvE OF JoIning IntErAcT ClUB IS tO helP OThERs n DO CoMmUnITY seRvICe..
i aM VeRy mUCh CoNTeNTeD wiF MY lIFe Now..haVE a BUNCh Of VeRy nicE fReNS ArD mE..MET a fEW Old FrEns whIcH I LOSt coNTacT wIF thEm VeRY LoNG agO..nOW We Are contACtIng eaCh OTHeR...tAtS gOOd..hEe~ hMMi wANnA WOrK TOwArdS mY DrEaM bUT ITs LiKE i AM aLWaYS SleepiNG iN cLAsS..LoLx gOttA to WorK HArD aGaIn hEe~...gUys tK cArE aLRtiE..
Gt To traIn UP My bBAlL SkIllS ReAL SoOn..haF a 3 oN 3 COmpeTITion oN aPRiL 10 aND 17..Gt To do wEll..HEe~

2005-03-26T13:23:00.000+08:00

fM n gErgAng AgAiN..HEe~ cHEErs..=)

2005-03-26T13:22:00.000+08:00

fM aCtIng StuPid iN cLASs wIF cEo..frEddICk..

2005-03-26T13:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm lIFe doIng HOlIDayS..

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2005-03-14T23:50:00.001+08:00

hMmM lIfE haS BEEn gD fOR ME..NT bad though HmM...I aND GErGANG OkIE alREaDY haHAz..naT n me fiNaLL fIne..cIndY And Me TOo..TAtS Very gD..hMm i TREaSure THeM As My FreNS AlOT MorE dEN aNY1 eLSe..haHAz tHEY aRE lIke My PaLS..HMmm wE wiLl ReMaIn liKE thIS fOR a neVeR EnDiNG tIme...hMmM I aM uttErLY DIssApPOiNTEd Wif SoME1 HAIZ...thE thingS U DO dISsApOiNt me Alot..I THiNK U Are StiLl nT mAtURe yeT so cAnt be blAme BUt i hOPe U goNNa gRoW UP..I LOVe U nO MORe...waD I feEl For u NW IS dISPpoIntMEnt..hMm tK cAre N alL tHe beSt..I HoPE u NoE hW tO thiNk iN thE fUTurE...Nw i jUS waN thE pPl Ard Me To Be HAppy...I GonNA WorK HArD In BOth CCa N StuDIeS...tK CaRe eVeRY1...

2005-03-10T16:09:00.001+08:00

lONG lOnG tIme SiNcE i blOg...

cHUnks n cHUnKs of THiNGs haPpEn...nOW ITs ALl ovER...sO FeeL kiNDa BEttEr...
sOmeOne aCtUALlI sAY me TiLl I duN eVeN WOrTh A cENt whEn it IS Nt EvEN mY FaUlt...bout TaT THiNG I dUn ReaLLi cOmMEntEd mUcH siNce itS OvER..sAdEd ovER tAT mAttEr..gIF In Cos u R A GeR..n onCe mY gD PAl bUT NT NW..sIncE U ALl dun TReAsUrE ME aS uR Gd FrEnS SO bE it...waD Can i dO sIAz??
hmM lIFe beeN Edgy foR ME..BeEn ThRu dOWn MOmeNTs but I sTIlL gEt thROUGh It haHAz...kIndA hAPpy...LotS of ThIngS haPpeN bUt EvEntUaLLy LifE gOEs oN..I mISS aLOT OF pPl eSp wAN MEi..i nOE U sCoRE vERy wEll FOr o LEvEl..cOngRaTs hAHAz...HmM oNE daY We SHaLL caTcH UP wiF eAcH othEr..LOlX hMm my BudS haS BeeN wIF ME ThIS periOD Of TiME whErE aLot oF thIngS haPpeN...They KEEP Me Bz bUt AcC ME...gO oUT..eAt CrapS..HAhaZ thAnKS aLl oF U duDe..HAhaZ i nOE i cAn REly On u AlL hahaZ...gD gD..
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i aM GoIng StARt mY lIFE aFReSh..sTaRT wIF zeSt sTaRT wIF eNTHuSiasTiC..StART wIF mORe MEANINgFuL tHIngS tO dO..mUSt nT WaStE tIme AnYmORe..i MIGHt Tk UP tOurIsM coURseS..MusT wORk tOWaRDs my gOAl... tO eVerYBOdY TK CaRE N BE hAppy aLWayS..HeE~

2005-03-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

hmM ReCenTly...
REcEntLY alot OF THiNGs HaPPeN.....hMm Gt uNhaPpy ThingS n haPpy ThingS..HeE~ I sHAll TrY tO fORgEt THOsE uNhAPpy ThingS...i tHInK ITS vErY unKIND oF PpL whO trEaT mE baDly BUt WAd paSt IS PAsT...sHAll NT sAy AnyMoRe...HmmM On a HAPPIEr NOTe...I Gt LotS OF thingS cOmIng For me..GOnNA BE a BUSy GuY AgAiN..hEE~ Gt tRaVeL faIr oN thIs SuNDay..gT tO WorK WOrK n wORk..i aM AlsO In THe StUDEnt SemiNAr..whicH MRS HEng AsK Me To jOIN..hMm sHE alWaYS gIF ME aLot of oPPUNTuNity TO PrOVe mYSeLF..THanKs TeaCheR..hMm HoPE i Wun uPSeT U...HmM DECIdEd TO JoIn thE sCh jaVeLIN tEaM AfT sOme CONSiDeRaTIoN..cOS cAN gO tO gYm n TrAIn haHAz..so I JOIn..hMm TrAIn TO be More fITTeR n GreAtEr aRm pOWer wiLl oso bEnEfIT My BbaLl skIlL N phYSciAl BuIlD..heE~...CAs cOmIng AgAIN..GOTTa to mUg THIs TiME aRoUnD...I neeD tO ScORE At LeAsT 3.5 ANd AbovE to kEEP MySeLF iNTO THe RAcE OF gEtting Into PoLY...neeD to wORK rEAL HArD N ScARifIacE ALot of THiNGs whIcH I LOVe To Do...HmM sHALl StUDy HArd...gUESS eVerYthiNG wOuLD BE FiNE..itS LIke AfT a RaIN COMEs A rAinboW sO itS gOnna be oKIe...tML Is heR BDaY HEe~ BOughT aLOT OF thingS foR heR..EvEn BOughT HEr FlOWErS...The FLowERs WeRE DamN eX..hahaZ 60 bucKS foR 6 FloweRs hahaZ...SpEnd ALot SIaZ buT worTH it..hEe~ HmM BOUghT a EsPiRit haNDbaG wHIcH She lIKE foR heR toO..hMmM GOnna WISh u haPPY BdAy...sTay haPPY aLWAys aS I aM ALWAYs aRd..hahaZ...HmmM i GOnna be BZ bUT I gOING tO BlOG waD i dID HeE~..Oh YAz bTW ThanKs FOr All mY VoLutEEr WhO HelP ME Out oN PAlMS PrOjeCT aT yOuth pArK..heE~ thAnks AlotS...HeE~ lovE u GuyS N gErS.HeE~ hMmM THanks foR alL My Bud For ALWAys Be bY ME..HAHAz U Noe waD i meaN rITe..hEe~ BtW wE alreaDY GT OuR reVeNGe haHAz...sHIoK SiaZ..See tHIeR PatHETic FaCe i WAn TO LUFF sIAz...thEy are lIKE sCaRY caT..HAhaZ sHit THeM sIAZ..HAhaZ bTw TaT dAy We TOo maNY PpL Le LAr..haHAz wHeN I lOoK IntO thEir FaCe I nOE TheY aRE aLl VeRy sCaREd hahaZ...hMM THanks AgAIN alL My DudE...i GT wAt I wAn HEe~...AlriTe LeTs nt TOk boUT TaT..lOlx...taTS lIKE sOmeTHIng WhICh i sHLd nt Do...LoNG tIme nv Do sUCh THiNGs..hahaZ fELT BAd..N THNK it WOuLd be THe LAsT TiME I gOnnA DO TaT..bUt sHioK SiaZ..HAHAz Nw THeY nOE Hu iS fM aLREaDY...LoLX tHEY wIll nv fORgEt me..wAHahAHah.....aLRitE tmL IS thE laSt dAY I gOnNA sKip sCh...cOS tmL I rEalLi gT sOMEtHING On So CanT go to ScH..HmMm shAll pAy morE aTTeNtIoN iN cLAsS N BE a GOod BOY..HEe~ beInG haNGiNG Out TiLl vEry laTE laTeLY..EvEryDaY Nt EnUFF sLEEP SIaZ..HmMm EITHeR on thE FOne or OUT...HeE~ AlriTe GT to BE gD...SLeEp eArLY n paY attEnTiON iN claSs..hEe` i aM In lovE rITe nw..hEe~ i GOnNA BE SerIouS bouT IT..itS GOnNA bE a ToUGH BAttLE...i wiLl Put oN My shIny aRmOur N fIGHt TiLL thE enD..HeEe~ time Is WAd WE NEEdEd...sOON I wiLl sUCCeeD sO DUdES WiSH Me lUCk..HAHAz..alRITe TaTs boUt All WAd haPpeN rEcENtLY..HeE~

2005-02-25T09:45:00.000+08:00

I HAf BEEN hURt....
The WoRdS tAt u SaID tO me hUrT mE..
i neeD tImE to heAl..
i woULD PUt uP mY brAvE fRONT aGaIn..
i gonna keep goiNG..
I AInt GOiNg StAy THerE...
I WlL mOvE On..
i wiLl be StRoNG..
I DreAm.....
i DrEaM...
I WOuld leAd A cHEeRfUl LifE aGaIn....
tIme WiLL proVe EvErythIng..

i miss oUt ALot iN LifE...i GueSS i aM WasTiNG AloT oF mY Time oN THinGs Tat dOEsNt WorTH me WAStInG On....HMm i Gonna sTaND Up agAiN...i haF dOne TaT aLOt oF THiNGs..sTaNdIng up aFt A fALl..It SHaLL Be A ROuTINE foR ME...gOnNA livE HApPiLY ONCE mORe..alL THe THINGs U saiD HAf beeN cRAvE Into mY braIn..i reM It THOugh u saY U wErE Jus kIddinG..hMm i wiLl bE haPPY..N hopE U BE toO...hEe~

2005-02-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

a weLl TakEn pIC OF US..heE~ fReNS fOREvER..thaNks eVerY1...HeE~

2005-02-22T21:23:00.001+08:00

tHe ger GaNG n ME..sO meAN OnLi tK haLf of MA HEaD..loLX

2005-02-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

our oUting At NEWtOn..hEe~ eAt LotS OF Gd StuFfS..MY faV..Me poSiNG..HeE~

2005-02-22T21:22:00.001+08:00

mE...uPcLOsE..lOOKIng SlOppy n ugLY..HeE~

2005-02-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

Us AgAIN...AcTIng sTuPid..lOlx..my beSt PAls in sCH..

2005-02-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

DEb..mE AcTiN gHosTly n naT...

2005-02-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

waD IS lovE???
lOVE haS HURT THe pPL ArD mE..it haS dOnE aLOT OF daMAgE to ThOsE pPl taT I Care..i fElt iTs uNFaIR..y aRE ThEy SuffERInG...in fAcT lovE sHld AcTuaLLi be SometHIng tAT Is SWEEt n nICE..sOmeTiMES taT is Worth pUTTiNG ALot of eFForT intO IT..it ShLD be SomeTHiNG gReAt N nt SomeThIng Tat HURt pPl..plZ BE sTRONG aLRitE..eVErything goNna BE fIne..tIme is WheN U ALl neeDeD...i BE BY u aL..duN WorRY..i aM jUS a Cal or sMs awAY..

wheRe iS thE LOvE???
i haF BEEn thrOugh ALoT IN IT..been THrU uPs n DOwNs..been Thru maNI SAd N MEmORaBle moMENtS..hMm expeRiEncE IS nt ALl i wANteD..eVeRlaSting lOVe Is ALl I WaNTeD..sOMEthiNG TaT sURPAsS eVErYTHiNG n AnYtHiNG...trUE LovE iS harD tO fInd..sO I URgE alL thE cOuPleS out THeRE..PlZ treaSure uR lOVe oneS..BEcOS U MIGHt Nt nOE wHEN U Are GOinG tO lOSe thEm..lovE HAf nT bEEN FaIR tO ME..i diN FiND My TrUe LovE..

2005-02-15T22:18:00.001+08:00

HMm ChINEsE NEW YR haD beEn rEaLLi ReALlI GrEaT...gAmbLing VisITInG of RELaTIvE..ALot of THEm...lAte NighTs wiF cOUsiN...gAMBle GaMbLE n gAmBle..lOlX hMM I eNjOY cHineSe neW yR..Gt gOOd FooD...gt MoNEy Got new CLOTHeS tO weAr...lOlx...hMm Guess I gOnna SaVe UP ALl thE honGbaO mOney..coS I Am GONNa be brOke if I ANyHow SpeND..HeE~ HmM boughT a New bBAll sHOES..itS YeLLow on cOLoUR..loLX DaDa yEllOW bbaL shoe..I lovE iT..HeE~

Hmm GT tO PaY mORe AttEntiON iN cLAss..woRk HArd..i cAN do IT..HeEe~

2005-02-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

yeAHz...feeliNG ExCitEd NW sIAZ..ChIneSE neW YR IS jUS RoUnd THE coRneR..hMm...gonNA wEAr alL My NEW cLothEs n pUT My NEw SHOE oN..hMm hoPE It WOuLd LOoK NICe oN ME..AfT New yr i gOnna go shoPPiNG aGaIn..hOPe thIs NEW yR i goNnA wIn Alot of moNEy..hEe~ wiSH me lUCK eVeRY1...HAhaZ hMm I InvITiNG My FrEns To CoME oN thE seCOND dAY Of new yr..hMm sEE hu cAN COME..HeEe~ hopE thE mORe THe MeRrier..hMm i aM reALl eXcITeD fOR NEw yr SIAz...i aLWAYs lOVe new yr..hEe` Gt to eAt aLOT oF GooDieS N wEar NEW cLothEs..gEt To see reLAtIvE...i lovE thEm aLL..My NEw yr WisHEs is wISH My faMiLY meMEBErs sTAY HEAlthY n cUTe alWayS..i lovE u aLl...WIsh mY PaLS...u alL shLd Noe..tHE seLF pRoclIAm gER gAng...SeC sCH bUDs...fReNS..BroTHeRs OF mine..alOT..bbaLL PaLS..n meIMEi..hEe~ hmm wISh u ALl sTAy haPPY thrOughoUT thE Yr...goOd HEAlth N aLL the bEsT IN WATEvEr thEY Do...

My new yr rEsOULTion FOr mYSeLF...
-gOnnA GeT GOod REsUltS...gpA 3 AnD aBoVe...
-goNna WoRk harD In bBAlL..plaY BETTeR N gEt iNTo thE teAm..
-sPEnd morE tIme Wif FamIly n reLAtIVe
-fInd A gIrLFrIEnd TaT We ReALlI LovE eAcH othEr n sTaY By eaCH OTHeR For VeRy vErY vEry LoNG
-eArN MORe MOney..gOTtA sAvE UP a SuM OF MoneY..
-bE LucKY THrOughoUT thE YR..
-ShOp tIll i drOp..hahaZ..

rEd=lUCky...hEE~

2005-02-03T10:45:00.000+08:00

FrOm thE bOttOm oF y heart...

goNnA POSt soMEthIG TaT Is FrM THe boTTom Of MA HEaRt...
i aM Nt wILLiNG TO TRy ALot oF THiNgS...THe FeAR OF FaiLurE...THe fEaR of brEaKiNG PRoMisES..THe fEaR OF LoSiNG..
GueSs i haVe AlOT of neGAtIVe fEElING inSidE me..i dUN WaNNA LivE LIKE tAt..but dEEp dOWn me i Gt no motIVaTION TO ChanGE ALl thEsE...I Think alOT OF thIngS DOEsNT GO ThE WaY tAt i wAnT...MY Life juS AInt gOoD...HmMm i wAnna lIvE LIKE THeRes no tomMORRow..i rEalli hOpe i woUlD cHANgE MY COnCept n hoPE I WOuLd livE BEttEr N All thE thiNGs woULd go my wAy...

2005-02-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

mY COncEPt boUT lOVe.....

hmMm gUEsS I HAf beeN gIViNG uP oN LovE...hMm I AM ScAre To FalL In lOVe...ScArE tO BE HUrt...so i GOnNA Gif UP oN lOVe..hMm...i lovE NO oNE.....HMM SeEiNG wHicH GeR cOuLD chANgE my LifE..HAix..LOV realLi kIlL mE..

2005-01-30T00:48:00.000+08:00

HMm wENT tO naT naT TO bugIS oN FrIDAy...cAl her BEforE I leaVe MY hSE bUT sHE StiLl laTe AGaIN..LoLX..WaiTeD FOr 20 MiNs..hmM so slOW siAz..eVeryTime laTe..lOlX..Den wHEn sHE rEAch heR fAcE look lIk ReTaRdEd..LolX...no sMIle n nO lIFe oN her FaCe..LoLX..rEm A FuNny InCIDeNT On dAt DaY...AcTUAllI Is NT 1 Is ALot..She Mk fUn OF ME..CAL ME fAfA cAL ME KUm..hahaz HmM..dEn i teL HEr dURIng My SeC sCH DAys i aM alSO thE jOkeR N THe 1 tAt PPL ALwAys LovE to dISturB...DEN I tEL HEr Come ItE oSO LiKE tAT buT thiS TImE iS gEr..lOlx..tHINK I rEALlI gt THe VeRY EaSy buLLY fAcE...lOlx..THINK I shLd AcT fIErCe..LoLX buT i ScAre tHEy wIll lAugh aT ME..lOlx hMm AlritE I shAll Be a maN..HeE~ tOk lOudLY..WaLK LiKe a maN..hEe~ hmM reCeNTly jUS gt To NoE a GeR..HeE~ She Is So So CutE..CaNT sTANd it..I Can GeT alOng Wif HeR wEll..HeE` hMm think She is THe OnE I WaN..bUT sTIlL GottA BE sURE.....DuN Wanna hURT aNY1..BUt Still DuNnOE wHEtheR sHE wiLl aCCEpT Me..HmM i cAN SucceeD So vAleNtINE dAY I wUn be AlOne...LOLX..Can HAf SOME1 TO DaTe..hEe~ THINK tAtS aLL...waS TIReD reCEntLY..VERY VeRY TrIRED..HMm...StILl GT tO rUSh foR My prOPOsAl..StiLl HAf nt COmPlEtE yeT..ShaLl FinIsh It bY tMl..HeE~

2005-01-30T00:47:00.001+08:00

fM in cHAinAtoWn oN da 15th OF JAn..hEe` wITnEss THe fIRe wORk N FiRe CrAcKEr burNiNG On Da DaY..HeE~

2005-01-30T00:47:00.000+08:00

fM N bUd...iN dA TrAiN..

2005-01-30T00:46:00.001+08:00

gUaN...FaZannaH...Fm aT FaZaNnAH BDaY..

2005-01-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

HmM...ME N ArNoLD..aT ORcHArD...w E r ToNiNG aT orCaHRd..HeE~

2005-01-28T10:44:00.000+08:00

HmMm...tHisPOStIng IS aLL AboUt mY DeArEsT dEaReSt ClaSSMatE..hMm...leT Me sAy SoMEthing...lOlx

eRmm...i NOE U alL shlD nOe Hu ArE u ritE..LoLX..[G.E.R.G.A.N.G] LOLX..HmM RefEriNG tO U ALl LAr..LOlX...Dun LoOk ElsEWherE AlriTe...Jus AdmIT TaT It Is u...yES U THE 1 tAt Is reAdiNG thIS bLoG nW...hMmm u aL HAf BEeN BUlLYing Me SiNcE i NoE U ALl..haHAz buT FuNny LaR..lolX..hmMM i do tReAsUrE ALl oF U As my cLOsE clOsE FrEN..HEE~ no rEsTrCItION wHEN I am spEaKIN To u aLl...ITs lIke all ToPiC Oso cAN saY...hMm leT me TALK BOuT wAd haPpEN REcEntly...I REmembeR liyi SHOUTIg At me HITTing me FOr thE FIRsT tiME..SHE SMAck MY FaCe IN THe CantEeN..SO EMbARRASSe siaZ...i waS SHoCK WHen shE AcTuaLLI SmaCK mE..SO VIolenT SiAZ...N tHE NAt naT...SHOut At me dEn luFF LIKE MAd aFT SHE SHoUTeD At me..cRaZY SIAz..lunaTIC siaZ...BOTH f thEM ArE SIMPle CRAZY!!!.....HmmM N dEb..beeN LIsTLEsS REcEnTLY THINK she is under TOO mUch sTReSs...tk cAre dEn...Hm...taT DaY WHen i wAs sLEEpin claSs somE1 AcTUALLI WaKE ME UP Aft ClaSs siAZ..FOR THIS I Say thankS..but BUT PLz reSORT TO A BEttEr methoD..COs u reALLI ScAre ME siaZ...so so scArY..lOLx..tk thE BOok n banG ONTO THe tAbLe...hmM THINK TaT Day SHe haS FORGeTton to eaT MEDIcine..lolx..HMmm claSS REcENTLY HAs beE Fun..cOS We ArE DOINg ouT WorK N aTtEnding CLaSs..tAtS A GOOD SIGn..hEE~ WORk haRd...iSO RocKS..

2005-01-28T10:05:00.000+08:00

NW iN mR fooNg LessOn..HmM so sO bORiNg LoLX..hmM..yTD gT a AUNTie Cal E xiAO meI sIaZ...waD tHe heLl....DO i LoOk lIkE a GeR...i LoOk PerFeCTly LiKE a guY AlrITE hmM....haVeN BeEn bLogGiNg fOR a LoNg TIMe..hEe~ beeN BZ or eITHer laZy...HAHAz..tAt DaY My CLaSsMaTe SAY i snOrE vErY LoUd...HMm SO paI sEh siAz..sNORinG IN ClaSS Is rEaLLi sOmeTHiNg vEry dISGRAcE..Hee~ hmm....I SPeND alOT rEcEntY..N HAd fOuND mYsElf bRokE..SpeND aLmOsT 1000 hahaZ..Think i BOuGhT TOo mUcH sTUfF..HmMm...Mus SavE uP...bOughT aLl MY neW yr sTuff AlreAdY..HeE~ BoughT tWO paIR Of neW SHOe n alOT oF ClOthEs...LOlX..gonNa BuY mY WatCh SoOn..I HAF beeN EYEIng IT FOR a LoNg TiMe...Hee~ THiNk IT woULd Be aFt CHiNeSe nEw yR..lolx..HmmM GUEss i haF BeeN PAYiNg AtTeNtIoN iN Class...tATs a GOoD SiGN..lolx..GonNA WOrk haRd in my sTUDieS N hOpe i wouLd bE ABlE to DATe thE gEr out fOr Valentine daY..Hee~

2005-01-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

wAd DO I Wan iN lIFe?? LeT mE tHINK.....HAhaZ
HmM.....gUEss I haF BEEN SlaCkIng AgAIN....But LUCky ItS sTIlL eArly iN thE tErm...gT tO BE HArDowRking AGaiN.....ForCE MysElf..hahaZ hmM TodAY WeNT to HoUGaNG MEEt FReN....END uP PLAY BbALl TheRe DeN duN caRE BoUT THeM..lOlx HmM NicE siAZ..BUt i lIke veRY LoUSy..I aM Jus ruSty...haIZ..dUN noE Hw to ImpRoVe...i wANNa Be boTH SpoRTs N StUdY eXcElLEncE...gUEsS I gT to Work harD..HeE~ i THINK I haF sAy ALot OF thinGs..I ThiNK ITs TimE Tat i Gt iNTo A sErIoUs rELAtIoNHsip...I Wan TO fIne mY dREAm GeR N BE wIF heR FOr A LoNg lOng TiME..THINK I HAf bEEn FooLing Ard ALL thEsE wHiLE..But i HaF beeN SeRiOUs aLRitE..jUS tAT SOmeTHIng In me juS cANt gEt MysELf TO BE cOmmitEd.....HMm I WIsh TO MEEt mY dReam GEr SIAz..I jUS WAN SoME1 to suppOrt Me n i CaN tk cAre OF heR..n We woRk TowaRdS thE fuTuRe...LoNG TeRm RElaTIoNsHIp IS alWAYS SoMEthiNG i cRaVE for..Its Jus TaT i m TOo uGLY..GueSs I gT tO GO foR PLAsTic SurGeRy..cOS nO1 WANs me..haHAz HMm.....juS rEAlsIe Tat I GT LOTs of THIngS tO do cOmINg up...Gt To BE OTivATeD aGain..n coMEPleTE My AsSigNmEnt N WOrK..HAHAz TodAY I SKiP WORk COS I toO laZy TO go..lolx nvM laR..oncEoR TwiCe is FinE..HeE~

cRaViNG tO Find My DrEaM gER..THiS tIMe I gOnna loOk For It sLOwLY..n pUT ALl mY effORT IntO IT...BUt oNE thiNG fOR suRe Is iT woULD nt AffEcT My StUdIEs N i wANt It beNefITs bOTH OF US..sO PEePS OuT thErE iNTrO My FrEN..lOlx KiddiNG No neeD..i WiLL SeArCh FOr myseLF..gUESs I am ReaDY TO sETtLe DoWn N GeT MYsElf StArtEd tO StUdY..TO WorK haRd..TO PLAy HArD...hMM.....I aM rEAdY hEe~

2005-01-18T15:05:00.000+08:00

HMm..TODay MrS heNG cAme TO My ClaSs..hmM sHE Wan To SwITch cLAss...haIZ so sAd...aLTHoUGH itS nt ConFiRm yEt BT I duN Wan to sWitCh ClaSS.I Wan TO BE wIF MY ClaSS I LOVe isO..aLTHOugH i nOe We aRe UnMoTiAtED n laZY buT I sTIlL HaF Faith IN THeM...AlthoUGH i aM aLwAys WIf THeM slaCKiNG aRd..But I tHINK We cAN STiLL maKE it N alL OF US wIll GO TO PoLY..wE cAN dO IT..With haRd WorK..I GUesS eVery1 FRM My ClaSs hAs Gt tO BE MotIVatED...be MotIVaTEd eNufF tO ScorE wEll n dO weLL FOr exAm..HmM I think WE cAN dO IT..DUdE..

2005-01-15T10:40:00.001+08:00

sCH juS StArtEd..HEe~ Now thiS fIRsT wEEk oF sCH was FINE..iTs LiKE oT MUcH OF StUDyIng..JUS sLAcK aRd..ITs liKE tAt..haHAz...Hmm BEeN tO bUGis...BoUGHt ALot of clOTHeS n boUghT my NEw MP3 PLAyeR..Hee~ cReAtIVe ZeN mICrO..HmM ITs wAs COOL..Hmm THINK I SpeNt ToO Much..i spEnt 500 PlUs iN thReE dAYs..haHAz SP GOttA SaVe uP..BUt i THINK I cANt..coS thiS suNdAY I Am goIN tO Jb TO sHoP wIF My FrEns..aNothEr 100-150 DolLArS GOnE..HAhaZ sO AfT tAt GoT tO sAvE Up..HMm rECeNtly BEEN ShOPpIng FOr cLOTHeS n shoeS...fOR cHiNESe nEw yr..HmmM itS Jus ArD thE cORneR...bEEN RaTHeR tIreD rEcEntLY..i gOt nOt EnUFF sLeep So eVErYDay i LooK JUS lIke THe WalKiNG zOmBIE...HMm gUEsS i shOuld gEt EnuFF slEEP...OrelsE i woUlD eND Up SleePiNG iN cLASS...sO gOtTa bE HArDwORking aGaIn..n AcHieVe THe GOoD grAdEs TaT I waNTeD foR..

2005-01-15T10:40:00.000+08:00

2005-01-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

gOnNAa tK My pay iN LiKE ONe oR Two dAYas tImE..hmM QUITe eXcIteD bOuT tAt..LOlX hAHAaz...NOW i am aAT My COuSIn hSe...HmM IT haS BEen LOnG siNCe I See HIm..HeE~ beEn oUt wiWF mAa fAMIlY..Hee~ hANgIn out Wwif Ma fAMILY..HeE~ I LovE thEm ALaoT..THeY aRe ALl Very vERY NicE PPl..hahaAZ ITs lIke Now I cAN wWISh to SpeNd MorE tIme WIf FamIly mEMbeRs..hEe~ anYwAY tK gOnNA REaCH Hm iN LiKE A WHiLe..hAHAz nOW GOiNg TO shoP wiWF mAa MuM n dAad..hMm anYWay ShalL SeE mY cLAssMAtE tMl..hAHAaz HmM...sEe yaAZ gUys..n shalL WNjOY sCH Life OncE aGaiN...GOnNAa wWORk haRd FOr My NEXt SeM..

2005-01-08T05:32:00.000+08:00

haViN bEEn UPDaTiNG mA blOg..HmM I sHAlL JUS uPdAtE It..

-bEEn WorkInG laTeLY..No tiMe foR alOt OF tHiNGs..
-eNjoy ma Work vErY MUcH Although it is supeR tirIng..
-wEnt to BotAnIC GaRdeN wIF lyNnIE..wAs FuN..N it cHAnGE alOt..loNG LOng TIme dIN gO THeRe..thE ORcHiD gArDeN WaS lIke so INTeREStIn n nicE..wIf lOtS n beAUTiFUL flOWeRs n lOTs of thingS To LEaRN..
-sCh gonnA sTaRt sOOn..HmM...lOoKin foRwARd TO it..gonnA tRaIn on mA BbaLL Soon..
-wEnT OuT Wif thReE aUnt n eighT AuNT n mA MuM On MondAy..Ma Off DaY..HmM WaS FuN..i TREat THEm eAt kFc..haHAZ i eNjOY hANgIng oUT wif MA AUNT..THeRE Are ReALlI NicE PPl..I LovE thEm aLOt..!!! thEy AlwAYs DoTe On me..hahaZ
-cOuNTDowN fOR cHRiStMAs n neW Yr wAs KiNDa AlrITe..wENt orCharD...eSpLAnDe..cHiNATOwN In Da MorNiN To haF BREaKfAst aFt thE coUntDoWn..bOaT qUAy Den eNDEd up cHEaTeD..HAhaZ
-HMM..I ReAlISe i ScORe VeRy baDLy fOR teRm 1..gT To ReAlLi puLl my SocK oReLSe I CanT gEt tO Poly aFt mY NS..futURe IS In ma haND..
-WeNt shoPpiNG wiF Mum..sHE boughT ME thRee neW PAntS..TwO THrEe QuaRTErs n oNE von DuTcH JEaNS..VerY nICe..hMm..She BOuGHt ME vOlcOm N QuIkSILVer thRee qUArTs..beeN out EvErYDay..eITHeR woRKiN Or ShOpPINg...I M In Da ShOpPin Mood..gOnNA bUY mA MP3 neXt WeEk..ZEn mICrO Or i pod heRe i CoME..or MuVo SlIm..shAll See hw..
-wANTiN to Buy FIlA Tee..SO CheAP n NicE..n mORe PLAnNIn TO BuY New WaTcH n sHoEs[gOnna GeT In BeFOrE NEw yr]

2004-12-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

i mISS sCh..i miSS aLL My ClaSsMAtE...i mISS My SeC sCh paLS..I MiSS ALl My BrO..i mISS goinG For bBALl TraiNiNg..i Miss mY palS[As In mEIMEI]..i mIsS alOT of thinGs..liFe HaVe Got tO go ON..i nV MAke THe SaMe mIsTaKE aGaIn..tHE MiStAkE TaT I MaDe WiLl AlwayS BE ReMEMBEr dEEp DowN bY ME..itS a liFeTiME MisTAke..i goNna go bAcK to SCh n StUdY HARd N ExCeL In both sPORtS n sTudIEs..i gONnA cOmMiT MySelF iNtO MY wORk..Be A RespoNSiBlE n goOd WOrKEr..i gOnna bE a mAma n pAPa boy..MaKE thEM HapPY..jan THe 10th sCH rE-OPen..HoPE to sEE ALl mY fReNS fRm Sch SOoN...Tk cAre EvEry1...